First Post
So…. yet another attempt for me to blog about life and things going on. My shrink says it would be good for me to do this and try to get out the anger and frustrations I have, to write about them, so I can reflect and better understand where my life started changing, and where all the anger has come from.
Truthfully I don’t know, I guess life hasn’t always been handed to me via silver spoon, so in some ways I’ve always been jealous of people who have it easy in life. Granted no one’s life is easy, and some of the pleasantries in life can bring other headaches, look at Michael Vick for instance (Bonehead of the year award). So along the way I think a lot of anger was grown from that, and my lack of patience. Everyone who knows you will tell you I have no patience, not even with the kids. It’s something I’m working on every day though.
A lot of times I get mad when people don’t live up to my expectations, while I’m far from perfect, I expect a lot of people. When people sell themselves short, it upsets me, and sometimes aggravates me. It’s not my place to worry for them, but yet, if they get into bad situations, I do hear about it. My younger brother is the perfect example, he means well, but he hasn’t started appplying himself yet, and therefore seems to go rut to rut.
Selling the fast cars, and going to a Jeep did help though. And moving closer of course, no more reckless/aggressive driving for me. Instead now when I get cut off, and see other aggressive drivers I call the Sheriff’s office on them, and file a complaint. It sure feels a lot better than trying to be aggresive right back.
